I felt you in my legs before i ever met you

This one's for GUADALUPE RIOS-MENDOZA, my best fucking friend. HAPPY BIRTHDAY<3

You're like a ghost, I can see right through you.

*Sometimes I ponder on the sincerity of people. I wonder how humble people really are when no one is watching.Also the real-ness of people. Are people really what they appear to be?  I think too many people are much different from the person they are outside of their homes, in school, at work, with friends, than the people they are at home, with family, or just in their own heads/mind. It's like they play some kind of character.

 *I know people have many layers to them yaddda yaddda yadda. Some people I meet are not one dimensional, but I can easily find out what they're about.  I'm not sure if this makes me judgmental or not, but I feel it. And I bet people do the same to me, thinking they know what I'm about, when they have no idea. And I bet some people actually do know what I'm all about, without having any idea.

Welcome to the Maxi Pad.

Reality Bites is such a fantastic film, and really made me love Ben Stiller ( director). I love the angst, the love triangle, I  love the singing in the car scene, but mostly I  love their style. Winona Ryder's and  Janeane Garofalo's that is. They were really great,  abstract characters. Characters I think we don't see nowadays, especially women characters. They inspired me so much, including their fashion/or non-fashion choices. * I bought some sunglasses online, that reminded me of  the ones' Vickie (Janeane)  wore in the car/singing scene. I plan to put together some outfits inspired by these characters, very soon.* The 90's style portrayed by these characters was so subtle, what I mean is they weren't so phased by what they wore as characters, and  I feel (even though I know I'm wrong) they were dressed like this with not much thought, it was the 90's that was just how early 20-somethings' dressed, no biggie. 

This movie just speaks to me period, especially considering the place in my life that I'm currently in. I might not be out of college but I am out of high school, in that ' I'm broke, angsty, and don't know what the fuck to do, or who to fuck' kinda phase.

Neglect Select Correct

Yes, no one reads this blog. (except probably my bestfriend/long distance comrade)

Yes, I suck at updating, and possibly being entertaining. ( but trust me, I can be more entertaining in person...kinda)

BUT I don't give a shit, I'm back, and probably about 50% better. 

So what's new with me you might ask? Well.. .don't ask I'm not in the mood to answer your ridiculous questions.