I felt you in my legs before i ever met you

This one's for GUADALUPE RIOS-MENDOZA, my best fucking friend. HAPPY BIRTHDAY<3

You're like a ghost, I can see right through you.

*Sometimes I ponder on the sincerity of people. I wonder how humble people really are when no one is watching.Also the real-ness of people. Are people really what they appear to be?  I think too many people are much different from the person they are outside of their homes, in school, at work, with friends, than the people they are at home, with family, or just in their own heads/mind. It's like they play some kind of character.

 *I know people have many layers to them yaddda yaddda yadda. Some people I meet are not one dimensional, but I can easily find out what they're about.  I'm not sure if this makes me judgmental or not, but I feel it. And I bet people do the same to me, thinking they know what I'm about, when they have no idea. And I bet some people actually do know what I'm all about, without having any idea.

Welcome to the Maxi Pad.

Reality Bites is such a fantastic film, and really made me love Ben Stiller ( director). I love the angst, the love triangle, I  love the singing in the car scene, but mostly I  love their style. Winona Ryder's and  Janeane Garofalo's that is. They were really great,  abstract characters. Characters I think we don't see nowadays, especially women characters. They inspired me so much, including their fashion/or non-fashion choices. * I bought some sunglasses online, that reminded me of  the ones' Vickie (Janeane)  wore in the car/singing scene. I plan to put together some outfits inspired by these characters, very soon.* The 90's style portrayed by these characters was so subtle, what I mean is they weren't so phased by what they wore as characters, and  I feel (even though I know I'm wrong) they were dressed like this with not much thought, it was the 90's that was just how early 20-somethings' dressed, no biggie. 

This movie just speaks to me period, especially considering the place in my life that I'm currently in. I might not be out of college but I am out of high school, in that ' I'm broke, angsty, and don't know what the fuck to do, or who to fuck' kinda phase.

Neglect Select Correct

Yes, no one reads this blog. (except probably my bestfriend/long distance comrade)

Yes, I suck at updating, and possibly being entertaining. ( but trust me, I can be more entertaining in person...kinda)

BUT I don't give a shit, I'm back, and probably about 50% better. 

So what's new with me you might ask? Well.. .don't ask I'm not in the mood to answer your ridiculous questions.

the touch,the feel.

I have this strange but magical obsession with Zooey Deschanel. I cut my bangs like hers after watching Yes Man (one of my favorite films...yeah, I'm going to start calling movies films from now on.) I started wearing  an excessive amount of make up after watching her in The Good Girl, and though I loved her in my one of my,if not my all time favorite film 500 Days of Summer, my obsession has died down. when it comes to hair, it is now shoulder length and for the most part out of my face, and my make-up routine has changed immensely. I still find myself  wearing zooey-eque clothes, I love florals, dresses, tights, and cotton. so this commmercial has to be my most favorite commercial of all time, second place would have to go to the always entertaing "drop it like its hot" Sun drop commercial. ahhhh I love Zooey.

                                                                                                                              

I recently bought a journal, and this is the poem that written on the cover in Japanese:
           One single bird, wet with dew,
               Has come out:
              The morning cherry.


I love it. I just wrote my first entry and  I feel so lifted, I haven't written in a journal in so long, and it definitely helped me release that stress us youngsters get, and some youngsters release with doing drugs, or having unprotected sex with a random hot guy. but no i'll be happy with writing about 
my feelings(so cheesy), my dreams, my hopes, my secret day dreams, i'll be happy with my little doodles I love to draw on the corners of pages. ahhh how i missed the smell of ink on a beautiful journal. In other news, as in the picture to my ( and your, whoever you may be!) left, I cut my hair. oh mama, It was so impulsive, and liberating. I'm still getting used to it, seeing as I cut it less than a week ago, but so far I like it very much so. I have been SO, SO, SOOOO busy with college work that I've neglected this little blogspot, and i feel awful. Though I know I wont be posting as much as i used to, I will continue to post much more frequently. and with my journal, I will have another sort of way to express myself, hooray for expressing oneself on the internet, where no one reads it, and in a journal where my mum can secretly go in to my room and skimp through the pages where I write about my wet dreams.....and such. With the purchase of this journal, I also bought fortune-telling book of dreams. Just cos' I love innocent little books like this one. I have a giant horoscope/dream book, but this one was so cute and portably small, and BLUE, that I had to get it. So far I find it extremely delightful. I cant wait to analyze my own and other people's dreams while on the bus, or at the market, or at school, or some other place I can't think of right now.  On that note, adieu I bid thee. -shalom- 

BLEEP BLEEP

I really want to be like BILL COSBY.  I  remember watching re-runs, I didn't get it too  much, but I loved the fashion, YEAH. I SAID IT.

Especially Denise!

OH 'Cosby' sweaters, how I long for your woolnesssss-esss! I really want to find myself the perfect Cosby sweater. For now I stick to my favorite sweater, I got at ECO ( local San Bernardino THRIFT STORE!), I use it tremendously. I sleep with it, I dance in it, I wear collard shirts under it, I call it, BILL.

                      AAAAAnnnnnd my Abraham glasses, (Abraham from SELENA, aka Selena's dad!)

since you've seen whats on top, here's my favorite socks!

My Betsey Johnson Socks, and my Paul Frank jammies.

That is my current wardrobe as I write this, ha.

And during commercials of LATE NIGHT; 

 I go HERE: http://www.sembeo.com/media/Matrix.swf

I truly can't get enough of this site!

It's my new website Obsession! 

He's the best.

If you didn't know  I am a big Drew Barrymore fan, then..now you do. And since I watched her back in 2005 in Fever Pitch with Jimmy Fallon, I have become a big Fallon fan as well.

I watch Late Night with Jimmy Fallon every night, it's a tradition now.

                                                                    I Whip it real good.
                            After watching Jimmy as Neil Young, and Bruce Springsteen circa 1970, how can I sing the song any other way. Best part is my friends not getting why I sing it so, makes my day.


With the Roots as his house band and the sillyness every night, how can I not watch. He is the cutest cheeseball, ever. So when he landed the cover of rolling stone I just had to buy. Oh, how I  love Jimmy.

Would i try to make you mine?

I really can't get this collection out of my deeply infatuated head. Christopher Kane is my soul sister. I would seriously wear every single piece. Too bad I don't  have the ca$h to wear these pieces. This whole month I have been on a search for NEBULA printed clothes, with not much luck. Everything I find online is way past my always shrinking budget and when you go thriftin' with anything in mind that you really want, you  never find it. So for now I wil surrender the thought and be content with day dreaming of me wearing these pieces. because as of today this obsession has become very time consuming.

I love Daria.....

                              Because deadpan is all I wish to be.

I have been quit a busy bee lately, that is my excuse fo' not bloggin' as often as I would want to. I have been sippin' tea with poets and grannies, puff, puff passin' with my friends who travel in packs, and don"t take showers often, and of course finishing my internship at Seattle Grace Hospital. No, though that all sounds very exciting, that is not what I've been up to........................................................
I spent a WHOLE weekend alone with my mother, it was just her and I at our house! Well, we spent our nights out on the town, like 1920 flappers, dancing in under ground speakeasys',......no, no( i have to stop daydreaming) we actually did our two favorite things: EAT & SHOP! She took me to an American staple: Olive Garden. It was mighty delicious. I feel much closer to my momma....we had been drifting form each other, but last weekend we  re-kindled our love! Oh, and I did some cool cool shopping, more on that laterrrrrrrrrr.
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So did i mention I went to go watch HARRY POTTER and the DEATHLY HALLOWS!! Yeah, I'm one of those girls, I read,  I stood in line to get the last book of the Harry Potter series at midnight, I wear sweater vest,  I also went to go watch this movie at midnight.The movie was pretty awesome, 'cept i wish they would of stuck more closer to the book, but of course the book is ALWAYS better than the movie, it's  Fact.

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  Thanksgiving came and went, it feels much closer to Christmas now, so I feel all warm inside. Snow trip....CHECK. I got to go to Big Bear, a mountain city, about an hour away from my home, for Thanksgiving dinner. It was a beautiful trip up the mountain, and OH once at the cabin, I felt as if I was in a movie! I actually had two Thanksgivings, they were both bad for my health, but well worth the pigging out.

                          Me in the snow, OHHHHHHH my feet were so COOOoooOOOOld.

Last  but not least, I recently bought my ticket to go see............PASSION PIT! Yes, I am going to go see one of my favorite bands, EVA'.   I am soooooooo excited, four more days and I will be front and center, shaking my bootay, off too electro-pop beats, singing along to squeaky, melodic lyrics, with two of my great great friends. 


               "And oh my girl, just please don't ever let me go
        Yeah, sometimes we're high and sometimes we're low
        Put up with me and I'll make you see that things are                                            better when you're with me"

My long distance best friend ( who moved away from me to OREGON) sent me this picture of the word WRETCHED.  She found it in her vocabulary book....or something like that, i don't remember. BUT the point is that how much this little picture made me smile. yes, the word wretched made me smile, because, it is indeed one, if not my most favorite, word ever. I use it all the time, sometimes when not needed, but I don't really care. The text message made my day, she remembers me with the cutest of things. It made me miss her more than I already do, she needs to hurry and visit me, because I'm feeling wretched without her.

My Favorite color's blue, I like the number 2.

 One of these pertains to me. Of course my favorite color is blue, and while I might like the number 2, I like the number 13 a lot better. To be honest, ever since I was young, I've loved the color blue.  Though I do remember going through a phase where my elementary classmates would say blue is for boys or tomboys, and I most definitely didn't wanna be either, so I would pretend my favorite color was yellow, or something.

Anyways theres a point to all these jibba'-jabba'. I always go on Yahoo.com, and not to search anything, I use Google fo'  that. But to read the articles! So, I was on last night, and came across one about colors, so I press the link, and it takes me to Match.com ! I know what you're thinking, 'Match.com, what the heezy?'  but hey it was  a good article.

So this is what it said about Blue lovers, like myself  :

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Blue
What it represents: Blue is a color of clarity, communications and charm. And regardless of the shade, this hue says: “I like to be understood.” On the downside, under stress, a “blue” person can send mixed messages, have trouble making up their mind, or just space out during conversations.

Understanding people who love it: If blue is your favorite color, you never run out of anything to say — expression is your strong suit. And if you’re dating a “blue” person? The same holds true; you should always know where you stand. 

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After reading this, I pretty much freaked the F out. Everything written, is so me. I definetly space out, I always have something to say, I have to be understood, I do send mixed messages out all the time ( especially when I text, i'm terrible), and I never make up my mind, oh, and I am extremely charming. This article just made me believe more in the whole 'Everything happens for a reason' Previewthang. I  mean I believe I'm so much like my zodiac sign Leo, also.  And I even have a Zodiac/Dream book, but thats a whole other story, thats a whole other post.  

                                                        What one's favorite color signifies.

Saturday's are made for fun, right? Well I thought so, that is why I had plans with friends Saturday, mind you the plans didn't fall through. I was pretty upset about it, oh, and about something else, but that's not the point. The point is my whole day was saved, by a $4 meal at Denny's. My auto-capable friend made my day by taking me here, because I begged her so beautifully, she gave in. OH, this meal was delicious. I recommend it to anyone, children, women, men, cats, dogs, sea monsters, EVERYONE. 

What you get for 4 dollars is  a grilled cheese sandwich stuffed with mozzarella sticks, French fries, and a side of marinara sauce.  Damn, it was tasty. I'm the one holding the ketchup bottle, with the Lady GaGa lace top.

Nothing beats a mini-shopping trip. So while at Target buying Kid Cudi's new Album,(I bought it on Nov.9, AKA yesterday, since i am a true fan) I did just that...........

(Oh, his album had stars all over it like how  Lady Gaga has crazy all over her. Cudi's new album just made me OCD obsessed with NEBULA. oh, and the album is a must buy,ya heard'!)
Kid Cudi's New Album--->
[Man On the Moon II: Legend of Mr. Rager.]
Besides this, I bought 20 dollar pants, Oh I mean Jeggings.  They are super comfy, and very much worth its value. (theres no zipper!)I Love how they're so tight, they become my second layer of skin!

Worn with H&M platform heels, NYC city lights Bitten Tee, and donated Glasses.

What beats 20 dolla' pants, UM these  7 dolla' TIGHTS! POLKA DOT tights, paired with my favorite blue shoes, pencil skirt, and thrift-ed Army jacket. And yes that is my back yard, and yes there is an alley in back of my house, and yes Homeless people walk by and wave hello, it's all good in the neighborhood,though. 

When Harry met Sally............

                            I've watched this movie 3 days in a row, each time @ 3:00 a.m.
                                                        Totally worth the dark circles.

The girl with the blue shoes

I am currently working at Sears. The dress code is boring to say the least. It's become quite a challenge to stay myself, with not a lot of color options. I am big on color. but it has become a fun challenge. I am allowed to wear any color shoes, so of course I would choose my BRIGHT BLUE Aldo slip-on's :)

I wear them everyday, and now I am known as the girl with the blue shoes, by my fellow employee's and customers. (I love being called so, I wouldn't be surprised if that magically became my new Blog name.)  Blue is my favorite color, and  I love to be known for these extra comfy shoes.

Aside from the obvious WORLD PEACE, I want this, SANTA:

                                                          1. Fujifilm Instamax camera

2. Skins the complete series' 

3. Tom's shoes. preferably codoroy, and RED.

4. and this Bike.

[ thanx Santa. ]

XO

-SB

I guess I was going for the conservative look

I look like a priest, Holla.